i tik we are a bunch of funny creatures.
hahahaha
today when one of my classmates is hope sem was presenting his 5mins presentation.
He said something lidat...
"we tend to place prayers as the last resort....."
let me elaborate..
we tend to be like this...
when things dun go well, we will try all kinds of ways or strategies to solve...
if dun work.. den we will start to kneel b4 God & seek help..
and when he said this, i tik it kinda make sense eh....
wow why like that!!!??!
cannot... prayer should be the 1st thing that we should do when things dun go well.
i mean not as in ritual lar, its all abt dependency on God.
all abt acknowledging God is in control =)


was reminded abt my relationship with God.
i dun tik there is any relationship that is build upon doings.
coz relationship is all abt love and commitments =)
our begin is wat God reali concern & not doings.
'doings' are juz the outcome of 'beings'
means, its bcoz we love God so much & we noe that He love us, thats is y we serve.
serving God or rather ministry are meant to draw us closer to God..
but y its seems to be another way round?
it always seems that ministry always tired us & therefore our relationship with God seems further & further....
but its not suppose to be like this!
wait..... i guess the only reason y we are tired is when we forgot abt the 'beings' & focus too much on 'doings'.
hmmmm... chim?
haha
shall not make it too complicated.
all in all, serving God is abt the RELATIONSHIP with Him, not wat u do.
yupps.


oh well, papa dun seems keen to buy a new hp for me.
but my hp was reali spoilt =(
but ok lar, will see how.
i noe tat i had more den enough...
yup.